Integration: From We to Me ~ August 11, 2015


Well… what a difference a few pills makes lol. By that I mean I had run out of two of my meds on Friday and I finally got it all straightened out and they were delivered this afternoon. So the “few pills” were just the ones that I didn’t have this morning to take. The difference… wow. I started getting sleepy around 3ish so when I realized that we I just may be able to get some sleep… we I went in and lay down. Actually got a couple hours sleep! Big difference seeing we were I was starting to get fuzzy insomnia brain again. I did not want to end up in the hospital again because of that. No No No.

So I realized that the meds I am on I will be on for quite a while seeing what happened in just a few days of being off 2 of them. Man oh man let me tell you… the turnaround in mood and my entire body is amazing. I was really getting worried that we were I was slipping down that nasty rabbit hole again… eish! But today it is easier to deal with the I we me us thing. I am resigned to the fact that I will need meds for a while, probably for years and just knowing the differences over the past few days or so… no complaint here! This I we me us thing… it is easier today but it feels like I am climbing uphill pushing a boulder so on that note…

I will bid you adieu…

Until next time…

Blessed Be Diana (August 11, 2015)