I recently updated this Page with some of the information on her. Go back and click the link and it will open in a new tab, her info is at the bottom of the page.
Well, I didn’t before a week ago! I met The Screener and now I do.
I came to find out about her about a week ago. I felt something changing but couldn’t place it. I just felt off, it didn’t help that I also am still fighting off a cold and sinus infection lol.
I noticed little by little that my thoughts, before they came out of my mouth, were “screened” to be sure there was no jumping the gun or open mouth insert foot. At first I passed this off as normal idle chatter amongst some of the others being funny. It wasn’t too long until I realized that these “screened” comments and thoughts fit the situation a lot better than what I had originally intended. I’m starting to notice that this is also applicable to actions.
Not to say I still won’t make the mistake of overriding her and end up with my foot in my mouth again… that is just something that tends to happen when you are rash. I know enough to work with certain ones and not just ignore the advice now. It took decades, no lie. Decades. This disorder is not going to go away but I can grow with it and use what I can to my benefit.
Well, it is an interesting part of my integration to say the least and I am pleasantly surprised by her showing up. As far as I know she doesn’t have any other name but like other newcomers in the past years… the name comes eventually. I will start hearing it over and over in my head and once I put 2 and 2 together it stops. It will be interesting to find out her name, when I do, I will update this.
Until next time…