Hi there! If you haven’t already, read THIS. It will give you background on this post and possibly answer some questions this post may bring up.
So it’s been since March 17, 2016. That makes it 17 days now without cigarettes. To be honest, I had no idea until just now when I looked at the calendar to see how long it’s been. I’m just the one who set this process in motion and trusts that it will be carried out. So far, so good. Not marking time with this. Just letting it flow.
It’s truly like I’ve never picked up a cigarette in the first place but I have the knowledge that it would be a bad thing to try them so I don’t. You know when you wish you could go back knowing then what you know now? That is exactly what I’m doing here. I have the benefit of a detached memory of what smoking was like. It’s enough to keep me from even wanting to try it.
It’s nice not going through the withdrawals. I did let that happen once so I would know what it felt like and not want to repeat it… yeah, I repeated. lol Why would I repeat? Well, because I know how easy it is for me to quit.
I can’t say for sure that this will be my last time quitting this nasty habit but as far as I am concerned at this moment I can say I will not go back to it. I am appreciative of the assistance I am getting from one or more of my alters who are taking the quitting part on themselves so I do not have to deal with it. So anyway… I feel as if that is my Superpower… Using DID To My Advantage! Hmmm, what would my Superhero name be? lol
Until next time…