Yesterday I Was Clever…


Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world.

Today I am wise so I am changing myself.

It seems I cannot get away from that saying. No matter what I do… it comes back. You see, it is the April 2016 picture on the wall calendar. I put it on May, sooner rather than later the calendar is back on April. I can’t tell you how many times I have done that. Now I just leave it on April. lol

So I’ve been thinking about it and realized that I did prefer to change the world than me. That was easier. Oh, the world has it backwards, or wrong. Not me. I’m right.

The first thing I have to do is take off my rose-colored glasses and see the world for what it is. A beautiful yet dark and scary place.

I trust too much. I think it is because I can be trusted therefore I feel others can be trusted as well. Not the best idea. Recently I got screwed twice. Bad. But I got out of it on my feet. Burned, but on my feet.

Little by little I am being wise and changing myself with the help of some of the Others especially The Screener. Maybe doing this will help get me back to Staying on my feet! (and maybe we can get the calendar to stay on May before it is June!)

Until next time…

NamastĂ©…

Saila