The End of 54


Yup… in just 3 days it is my birthday and 54 will be just a memory. 54 was a very tumultuous year. I had no idea what was in store for me. I would be pushed past the farthest limit I was able to endure and was tasked with finding a way to hang on in the realm that exists beyond that point.

That is a scary point to be at as well as a scary place to be in. You get to a point where you have nothing left to worry about. But there was always that one little spark. That one thread left that said there was something out there… something small but …something.

My “something” is what kept me going when all else was lost. I put what was left of my faith in that basket and let The Universe have it. There was nothing more that I was able to do. I wanted The Universe to increase my faith, strengthen it.

It did. More than I could ever hope for. I was at rock bottom and who knew that the tiniest thread of faith was strong enough and could lift me out of it.

I went from nothing to everything in the course of that year. I realized that I went from no home to an extremely affordable home, from no car to having a decent car… I could go on but let me say this… I was reading something on a Facebook Page about Angels and there was a choice of 3 or 4 things to pick from to get a message from your Angel… the only problem for me was the question associated with the message. It was something along the lines of what do you want right now? Pick a card for a message….

For the first time in my life I could say there is nothing I want. I have all that I need.

Until next time… Blessed Be… Saila

 

I keep the Faith because without Faith I am nothing.