One Benefit of Being Dissociative

Well. Let me tell you… I just got a present! It was definitely pointed out to me too lol. I was getting ready to go run a few errands (see below about the side note) and was doing my hair and had decided on a ponytail to use. I went to get it… grabbed the wrong one, grabbed it again and it was the wrong one again so I decided to feel around more carefully and grabbed what I thought was finally the right one… ha, nope. Wrong again BUT… it was one I have not seen before! It was obviously used before so someone bought it lol… Diana I think. It was NEW to ME! I combed it out and popped it on feeling rather sassy! ๐Ÿ˜‰

That my dears is one benefit of being dissociative. One alter buys something and I find it eventually while looking for something else. Hey, it put a smile on my face and a bounce in my step. One thing I will say is there has not been a time when an alter spent way too much on anything frivolous. We are lucky there. There are some people with DID that end up losing a lot of money because of it. Me, I find the occasional new shirt or pj’s sometimes shoes and once, a can opener.

On a side note… I was getting my crystals ready for tonight’s Supermoon for a nice super-cleanse and super-recharge and I found my pendulum so I was asking it if I should just go out and take my boyfriends car since he has mine… I started with the usual “show me yes” and “show me no”. Got that down and asked if I should take his car and go do what I need to do… no sooner than I ask – he calls lol. Good thing I didn’t just take his car because it’s got an issue lol. Ahh the benefit of trust.

So now I am waiting on him to get back here so we or I can run out and get a couple of things done.

Until next time… Blessed Be… Saila


Starting Over and “Significant Changes”

I’ve been seeing the number 5 enough to know there is a message attached.

And I just looked up what it means and it means that a significant change is occurring, always for the better. As well as that it’s a good idea to call upon Heaven for help with life changes.ย 

Interesting. I just had over a year of life changes and I am not looking forward to more. However… the Angels did say that it is always for the better, right? ๐Ÿ™‚ The year or so of change was hard but I was always watched over by Heavenly beings. The Universe always provided and it was so hard to trust… then I got to the point where I had nothing left but to trust. Trusting has become easier and a necessary thing in my life.

I had to start over. I am just getting settled. This is the third month I have been in my own place! Give me a little time and I will be excited about this significant change that is occurring for the better.ย 

5 is also the number of balance so that is a good thing. Balance in one’s life is necessary.

I can call upon Heaven/The Universe for help with whatever change it is that is occurring. Actually I just took a little break and did just that.

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So, it will be interesting to see what this change is. ๐Ÿ™‚

Until next time… Blessed Be… Saila