One Benefit of Being Dissociative


Well. Let me tell you… I just got a present! It was definitely pointed out to me too lol. I was getting ready to go run a few errands (see below about the side note) and was doing my hair and had decided on a ponytail to use. I went to get it… grabbed the wrong one, grabbed it again and it was the wrong one again so I decided to feel around more carefully and grabbed what I thought was finally the right one… ha, nope. Wrong again BUT… it was one I have not seen before! It was obviously used before so someone bought it lol… Diana I think. It was NEW to ME! I combed it out and popped it on feeling rather sassy! 😉

That my dears is one benefit of being dissociative. One alter buys something and I find it eventually while looking for something else. Hey, it put a smile on my face and a bounce in my step. One thing I will say is there has not been a time when an alter spent way too much on anything frivolous. We are lucky there. There are some people with DID that end up losing a lot of money because of it. Me, I find the occasional new shirt or pj’s sometimes shoes and once, a can opener.

On a side note… I was getting my crystals ready for tonight’s Supermoon for a nice super-cleanse and super-recharge and I found my pendulum so I was asking it if I should just go out and take my boyfriends car since he has mine… I started with the usual “show me yes” and “show me no”. Got that down and asked if I should take his car and go do what I need to do… no sooner than I ask – he calls lol. Good thing I didn’t just take his car because it’s got an issue lol. Ahh the benefit of trust.

So now I am waiting on him to get back here so we or I can run out and get a couple of things done.

Until next time… Blessed Be… Saila