Why is it that I can accept the bad and live through it but when things are going good… I get nervous and feel like I’m doing something wrong. There is absolutely no reason to think that either. Weird. Do you ever feel that way?
Why is it that I feel as if I deserve the bad but do not deserve the good? There has to be a reason somewhere locked away in my mind. Do I need to know the reason? Does there have to be a reason? No to both. I just have to retrain my mind to accept the fact that it’s about time I deserve the best.
If I want to sleep at 2 in the afternoon… I can. There is nothing wrong with that. If I want to go grocery shopping at 2 in the morning… I can. There’s nothing wrong with that either.
I don’t know… it’s so backwards lol. I think I will do some Reiki and relax in my new-found happiness.
Until next time… Blessed Be… Saila