I Wanna Feel…

…like I did when I first found out about my apartment! I want that new feeling, that fresh start feeling! I’m tired of being depressed and anxious. I don’t know if it’s the warmer weather or what but I’m starting to get that feeling. Does that mean I’m hitting Stage 4?

Reorganization and the beginning of positive emotions- Over time, the sadness stage will start to lessen, and you will begin to see a lightening of your emotions. You will start to perceive your life in a more positive light, although bouts of grief and sadness will persist.

I’ve been able to enjoy my home recently. It’s like when the pneumonia was cured so was the depression. lol Weird but true. I’ve even wanted to do more! I will say I am content today.

I follow this psychic on Facebook and one day she had a pick a flower for an angel message post… so I closed my eyes and picked my flower. There was a nice message there and little did I know I would end up feeling calm and content just a couple of weeks later. Here is the affirmation from the message.

I allow both joy and sadness to flow through my body. I do not hold anything back. I talk about my feelings, no matter how old the hurt. I grant my soul freedom to move beyond the past.

I love it. I am happy. I am calm.

Until next time… Blessed Be… Tanya